2011

hiya Axel here lol

i thought since this is the 1st of jan 2011 (which is really odd to be saying but never mind ) I thought i'd write a journal, since i spotted a friend had and thought, why not

2010 wasn't exactly the best year, loads of things went wrong, like i thought I'd practually killed my family's baby, Molly the shar pei pup. thought that ended with Molly being perfectly okay, beating up my other dog, George the st . Bernard the very next day :'D other things would be some people stickin knifes in my back which took a while to pull out, a few are still in there but never mind, i'll pull them out at some point i cant actually remember every bad thing or person i've meet in the past dew months but im glad i can't only the worst memories stick, which is just my luck lmfao

outta all the crap that happened, the few good things that happened would be, i fixed things with my 1st love and we're happier then ever, learning to cosplay! and found a few new anime and manga and music, my favourites being Kuroshitsuji, the gazzette and vampire knight just to name a few

thought it did finish off nicely, had a nice christmas and an alright new years cosplayed Axel for new years no suprise there huh?

i'm glad 2010 is finally over and i can forget what a bad last 12 months ive had :@ but now this new year is here, its out with the old and in with the new or thats the plan

I've lost a few people in the last 12 months, i cba go into details but i've decided that they're part of my past now and i don't need people like that in my life now its starting again with this new year

gonna be a busy year for cosplay, got at least one event planned/thinking about every month for the next half a year I've got all my secret cosplay sorted for the few actual cons im planning on going to thought out finally ordered a few wigs to help with some

I'm also hoping that me n my bestest mate n leech Yusei/Zexion will forfill that dream of going down london together in cosplay , which cosplay i dont actually know but that doesn't matter yet

I've also decided that my love for cosplaying Axel will carry on into this new year, i love him and have decided that i will cosplay him once a year to a con, and however many times i feel like it through out the year

cosplay plans would be:

secret cosplays for cons
Tamaki from OHSHC
Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji <3
Itachi from Naruto

and maybe just for a laugh, Sasuke, if i can make this shitty black wig ive got look right :/

other then that i haven't fully decided though i might create a gijinka or two now i got my cosplay freedom back i can do whichever ones i wanna do and 'they' can't stop me!

but cosplayin will have to fit around my last year of college and getting into uni which is very important now i have my life back and i pick which uni i want and which course i want, instead of being told what to do and where to go :@ what was very irritating -_- not helpful in the slightest though 'they' thought it was -_-

2011 has more for me then just cosplay, though i know it doesn't sound like it does

I'm hoping to make this a good year for myself, work hard, get the grades i know i can/teachers know i can, get into uni and be myself! be who i wanna be and do what i wanna do without some1 bitchin at everything i either say or do -_- fuckin glad thats something i left back in 2010

i'd also like to get a job, more money, more cosplay! plus with such a busy year planned out money is gonna be needed

hmmm...i dunno what to else to say so

happy new year!

Axel x